Thursday, August 27, 2009

Beta In

Well, it's not good news. My beta is at 35. I know there have been lots of success stories with low betas, but with my history, it is most likely not going to be viable. I've had 3 former ivfs, 2 with higher first betas than this and they've all been a c/p or miscarriage. We will test again on Saturday. I'm very very sad and coming to terms with being at the end of my IF journey. Thank you all for your well wishes and prayers.

15 comments:

ASHELY said...

I was praying this was your time. I am sad to see the low beta. I will keep you in my prayers.

Anonymous said...

I'm just someone who has been reading your story for a while now, and I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. You are one of the strongest women I have ever 'known' having gone through all you have gone through. I wish you peace and happiness and know the future will be so bright for you and your sweet husband.

The Kyler said...

Still praying for you and your husband. One day how ever it happens you will have your child in your arms.

Emily said...

Hi, I have just found your blog and am deeply sorry for all that you have been through so far in your IF journey. My prayers are with you and your husband during this difficult time.

Courtney said...

I will be praying for you during this most difficult time.

~Hollie said...

Thinking of you, with big bear hugs!

Anonymous said...

I have been reading your blog for a while prayers are coming your way. Infertility is one of the hardest journeys a couple can take. We stuggled with it for yeard. I will keep sending prayers for you- for what it is worth I have a 4 year old from and ivf. The first beta we had was 40 and the second 47-- they thought it was a miscarriage and she was born 8 months later.

Simple said...

It's just not fair! I'm so sorry & hope you can find some peace & happiness as you move forward. (hugs)

Rambler said...

I had really hoped this might be it. I hope you find the peace you are looking for and need right now. Thinking of you...

Karen said...

Hi Kelly, I am so sorry to hear about your low beta. I am thinking of you.

Karen

Anonymous said...

I think I have posted a couple times. At any rate, I have been reading your blog for a while and praying and rooting for you as well. I am praying for peace and strength for you in this unknown time and I am also praying for your beta to soar on Saturday.

Whatever the outcome, I am praying for peace and joy for you and your husband. And I am hoping so very much that Saturday will surprise you.

~Courtney

theworms said...

Praying that your beta doubles and triples!!! I am hoping this is finally it for you.

((HUGS))

gringa78 said...

(((HUGS))) Still hopeful for you.

Kahla said...

Sending prayers your way, I am so sorry that it looks as if those history is going to repeat itself. My heart is aching for you. :o(

trhett said...

Please don't get discouraged. My first beta was 39.5 in June and now I am 13 weeks pregnant with TWINS!!! This number was low too but the Lord worked it out. Keep the faith!